CROCODILE

Hi there, whoever's reading this. Today has been great, managed to do something rather productive today, getting my pay. Major eyebags issues today and omg pimples. HAHA, kay bimbo moment.
Tmrw's going to be interesting, having lunch with my MCS girls and prolly catching up.
Gone were the days when love didnt exist, at least in my dictionary. When happiness truly came from friends and family- & I kinda miss those times.
The world seem so much more complicated when you start to grow up, you start to have feelings, exams after exams(nerd-like me). Then you have boundaries issues, girl's problems and whatnot. Even so, amongst all these, we are still growing up.
So, what is love?
To me, it's just a bond/connection between 2 people and I don't mean like sex or whatsoever kind of thing. It's something like a twin like bond perhaps? He/She is someone whom you can be yourself with, bestfriend prolly? I would love having someone whom I can share my problems to, someone whom I can read easily. But of course, isn't this what everyone wish for? For some of us at least. Today got me thinking a lil bit, I have this love life where I can move on from and all but sometimes I just choose to be stuck into whatsoever trap. I got to be more independant and really work hard towards my aim cause I'm too easily swayed. & I hate it, I want to be able to move on from the memories and leave that in the past. & No, this is not some emo post HAHA.
I'm gonna try my early runs no matter how late I'm sleeping tonight, wish me luck!

XOXO.