Your call

It's like as thou today could get any worser. To think about it, today was really bad, woke up with an swollen right eye for a starts, pimple all over my face and good efforts gone unappreciated. All these things make me feel like giving up so badly, and I break under pressure.
I don't know what's up with me this few weeks/months. Am I supposed to be feeling this way? Sometimes I feel like I can get over these emotions and sometimes I just feel way lost, under the shadows of what can break me. & I'm tired of living this way, I want to be happy, genuinely happy, not short lives happiness. I need more than just these, bring some magic into my life they said. Pictures taken on Friday night/Zixian's BBQ @ jackie's place.
Till then X