5th Oct' 2014

Its like i feel this emptiness in me and no one in the world would understand.
It may seem like i have all I need in this life time, maybe all the materialistic ones but not much that really fills my heart. Don't know why but there's just something missing in this phase. Phase, we tell everyone we are going through phases.. Maybe I'm just tired of all the pretentious beings in my life. Everyone is broken, it's just a matter of how we handle it. Maybe, right now. I don't have enough energy or faith to deal with the bullshit in our life. I can't fathom how some could be so broken to not care about others, or how some are so broken over things that shouldn't affect. Phases, are these really phases or for a life-time? We are just 20, not even 20 odd. The phase where we have to deal with adult bullshit, act like adults but still a child in everyone's eyes. If only I could grow out of this stage. Urgh.