CHANGE

Well, there. I'm not like before. Not like the kind of girl who knows what she has to do, i don't anymore.
I feel change, like every part of me is changing. Like isn't this supposed to be happening to everyone? But I don't like it at all, it makes me confused and whatnot. Too much commitments at the moment that I give empty promises- I hate giving empty promises. It reminds me of things, I should have done but didn't have the time/courage to do so. If you know me from before, I'm not the type to skip trainings/events/facil/work or whatnot. In fact, I liked them and i love going for them. But what has become of now?
I'm going to make everything change, I'm going to be sure of my commitments and I'm going to attend it and all. Heck, to those who judge, I live for myself. & I'm basing everything on feelings.
''You future is moulded by your decisions now''- I'm sure it does and hell yes I'm going to set everything right this time. No. more. procrastination.

Till then, XX.