DISAPPOINTMENT

HEH, just came back from Day 1 of Touchrug training camp and hell yeah it was fun. Got introduced to this very new game called the elephant swing( or something like that). It's like you turn round and round in circles 20 times and move towards a direction. HAHA, and all I could manage was fall and fall. Had to come home so I can work tmrw); If only right.
I started on a new novel recently, it's called ''It's all about us''. Basically, the storyline is about this exchange student who went to a boarding school and how she got the attention of this super hot jock from that school and how far she will actually go to just be with this guy(sacrificing friends,studies and even family?). Well, I'm half-way thru it and headed out after to meet Yiteng and the rest. Had a short catch-up and shortly after had a real H2H talk with Broooooo:>

Well,too much is happening around us and I guess we can't stay put as what we are already, things are changing and so are we. Guess I got myself into some mess which I'm sure I will get myself out from.Ranting now guys sorrry, I'm really tired. Tired of everything, when i thought I was seriously over everything that used to bother me. & to see myself now, I feel so god damn weak, so vulnerable and I hate being vulnerable. I hate being dependant on others, cause i entrust my trust to them but when it all falls apart, I don't know, I just want to run away. I'm tired of people being so fake, and call yourself true friends? I'm tired of people breaking promises, if so- don't make empty promises. I'm tired of all the bullshit that comes into my life and my friends' life. But what to do?
Suck it up, deal with it.
& y'know what, stop trusting so easily. Ugh, so sorry needed somewhere to rant and I feel so much better now. Work tmrw, and buffet lunch the day after. 3D2N camp next week on, im getting excited!:)
Hope it will really be great guys <3

Till the next, XX